Feeling rather mortal at the moment
things just feel strange...feeling incredibly human
susceptible is i suppose how you would describe it
Grandad dying still seems a bit surreal...hard to think next time i go to england he wont be there
Friends in England seem further away then ever...even my bromance with Joe feels weak at the moment
I miss that dude :(
Also desperatly in need of some affection right now...i feel like theres a barrier around me
even towards my friends
and it feels like im making it.
