Pent up energy

I have so much pent up energy right now... feel like its gonna explode and make a mess everywhere unless i use it!
playing rugby :) year and a half is far too long to go without... driving me crazy!!
The only thing i can liken it too is trying to hold your breath... you can hold on feeling fine but then it gets to that part where your body just craves air and you cant resist the urge to breath again!
Im getting to that part now!!
Rugby is such an amazing challenge of power endurance and mental strength.. it really is the greatest sport there is!
Did you know that in the 2007 world cup final  Bryan Habana (South Africas winger) did the 100 meters in under 10 second 10 times or something rediculous like that.In 80 minutes.... thats not to add all the other running and pushing he did!And have you seen all sprinters after one race... they look dead!! (except Usain Bolt)
You get to run until your heart gives out, shout and not feel like a prat , challenge yourself against people bigger than yourself try to outsmart the other team as you decide what move to pull of next orr just give up and attempt to smash your way though! (and if your me fail)
And then when your defending you see there people running at you and your body tells you to get out there way as the adrenalin kicks in and then instead you go into them and its the most amazing thrill!
Then after spending 80 minutes pummeling each over the 2 teams shake hands and relax :)
Its a true gentlemans sport, it is simply amazing :)

Hope/interest :)

Ive probably made like 3 decent uni mates? which isnt a bad effort :)
Im also hanging more with some of the old hub people which is kwl :)
However one of my new friends in particular is awesome :)
She's single and i rather like her :)
Dare I hope?

fml.

Uni is awesome.
work sucks but it brings in money
money is useful, but bottom of my priorities right now
I wanna play rugby but cant till i get a car...cant get a car till i get the money
because of uni (top priority) this will take months
girls seem to have forgot i exist...which im used too but still sucks
would love to change that and am trying!
but that still sucks
and a close family member has been diagnosed with cancer
which like a dark cloud overcasts my mood
thought id keep this short and ermmm sour
like a lemon.