I apologise for the religious overtones of my only blogs so far
but at this time of year you cant escape it.
and this is one of those times of year where religion shows its true colours
this is when religion shows just how amazing it is!
Its christmas time and people are smiling. Everybody from all sorta of religions and backgrounds are smiling.
Through christmas hampers being given to those in need
shoeboxes being sent to orphans in LEDCs
everyone is being made happy :) the christmas spirit is infecting everyone
and this is where religion is truly beautiful
Enough about religion though
time to talk about personal shit :)
anddd there only one reader of this blog so far
sooo
HELLO LOUISE!!
i guess tonight im feeling a bit i dunno just a bit reminscant and a bit sad
just something someone said to me last night
new years resolution should be to get over them together
and i know it the right thing to do and whats gotta happen
but i just feel sad its had to get to that stage :(
i just want it to be fixed somehow, i dont care how anymore.
someone needs to wake that girl up
so i leave you with a quote from a song whos titles is shared by this blog
"its how ive often felt,
when i find myself,
ohh on nights like these,
like christmas eve,
from the empty office window,
to the street outside,
its everything not to call,
and find out why"
but on new years she will no long be welcome on my mind, and to all intent and purpose it shall be asif she dont exist.
as healthy as it sounds (and probably is) to make an effort to move on like that, you can't expect to be able to cut her totally out of your mind from a specific date. As much as I would like it to work that way, I really don't think it does. You know you're over someone when you realise 'hey, i haven't thought about that in like, a week' and those windows of time get longer and longer, as the wounds heal.
ReplyDeleteI understand that you want to try to get past it, and thats totally fair enough, but I'm not sure that it will work. I know that if I personally ever tried that, I'd end up going 'must not think about soandso, must not think about soandso...i wonder how they're doing'.
So...yeah. I don't want to rain on your parade here, just be careful that you don't disappoint yourself or something.
as always, i'm always here for you :) <3 <3 <3
Yh I know...I wrote it an next time I read it was like you do in half come out with some bullshit... So I'd prob of said tue same thing tO myself...
ReplyDeleteBut I'm gonna attempt to stop thinking bout how to/attempting to fix it..or atleast do me best too